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2008/10 相关日志共 18 篇
2008/10/28   一句台词 (5)
2008/10/28   同时爱上两个人 (4)
2008/10/28   Dying in the sun
2008/10/28   A busy day (shopping & scout dinner 2008) (3)
2008/10/27   MTP 5 &6 2008
2008/10/19   reputation & impression (6)
2008/10/19   6 Harmoni (10)
2008/10/19   偶遇 (3)
2008/10/16   award (1)
2008/10/13   so near yet so far (10)


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一句台词
心言心语 | 2008/10/28 03:22
2008/10/28 03:22 2008/10/28 03:22
The thing tat u lost will come back to u although it may not be in the way u expect.
你失去的东西最终将回到你身边,虽然未必是以你预期中的方式。

今天看《哈利波特:凤凰会的密令》,电影尾声,老是被人作弄的 LUNA  对想帮忙的哈利说出这句话,这是 LUNA 的妈妈告诉她的。
当下,觉得非常有意思。

有些已经失去的东西不必刻意寻找,因为它/他最终会回到你身边。
是这样的吗?
一直很喜欢《哈利波特》的故事。
刚开始是被里面的魔法和想象力所吸引,看到后来,吸引我的却是一些更深的东西。
青少年时期的哈利很真实,他不是完美的,会妒嫉,自负、冲动。
这跟看连续剧不一样,连续剧里的男女主角都很完美,最后也都有个完美的结局,因为太完美了,所以不真实。
从第3、第4集开始,哈利波特的故事就越来越黑暗,有很多人性的挣扎和恐惧。
以前我看到哈利的教父-小天狼星被杀死的那一部分,我并没有任何感觉,死亡在这个故事里常常出现。
一直到今天,当我看到这一幕,看到哈利脸上震惊、悲伤的表情,我忽然醒悟,这就是最真实的人生。
不是说好人就一定不会死,世界上没有一个英雄可以永远都和死神擦身而过。
人是会死的,即使上一秒他正在和你说话。
那些完美的连续剧看起来都太虚假,那是一个我们梦中才会出现的世界。
然后我再忽而想起第7集里,某条项链会显示出人们心里最深的恐惧,荣恩看到的画面是妙丽和哈利交往,他无法面对。
看的时候我也没有感觉,一直到现在,我了解了,因为我有着一样的恐惧,即使那不是最深的恐惧,却依然会困扰我。我曾经梦过这样的情景几次,醒来后都觉得很沮丧。
无论如何,我知道自己会克服的。
然而我最深的恐惧却是,看到自己的父母死去。
这是我不知道要如何去克服的。
在堂哥去世后几个月,我梦见自己参加了父亲的葬礼,最后,哭着醒来。

如果,我失去的是某个人,他最终能不能回到我身边?即使是以我预料外的方式。

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同时爱上两个人
心言心语 | 2008/10/28 02:48
2008/10/28 02:48 2008/10/28 02:48
星期四放学的时候月瑜忽然间问我,我们是不是有可能同时爱上两个人。
我的答案是:“有可能。不够我不会。”
为什么会同时爱上两个人呢?这样的事情怎么会发生?
月瑜问我,我也不知道答案。
我只是觉得就算同时爱上两个人,总有爱得较深的哪一个吧!

要喜欢一个人,心动是先决条件。
对我来说,我对一个人心动了之后不一定会喜欢上他。
我必须先和那个人有交集,相处过后才会喜欢上他。
所以,对我来说,同时爱上两个人,是自己的选择。
如果你已经有了喜欢的人,你发现自己对另外一个人心动,理智上,你就应该小心一点。
如果你让这样的心动透过和他的互动持续发展成喜欢,这不就是自己的错吗?
在你开始心动的时候你就知道自己应该小心,避免和他有交集,可是你没有,所以是你的错。

下次,在你同时爱上两个人又或是劈腿的时候,千万不要说:“不是我的错。”


这只是我想的啦~
可能把事情想得太简单了一点,因为我自己还没有经历过,应该也不会经历啦~


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Dying in the sun
心灵悸动/璇外之音 | 2008/10/28 02:31
2008/10/28 02:31 2008/10/28 02:31
Heard this song in a fren's blog.
It touch my heart.





  
"Dying In The Sun" - Cranberries
Do you remember
The things we used to say?
I feel so nervous
When I think of yesterday

How could I let things
Get to me so bad?
How did I let things get to me?

Like dying in the sun
Like dying in the sun
Like dying in the sun
Like dying x2

Will you hold on to me
I am feeling frail
Will you hold on to me
We will never fail

I wanted to be so perfect you see
I wanted to be so perfect


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A busy day (shopping & scout dinner 2008)
生活脚步/琐碎小事 | 2008/10/28 01:31
2008/10/28 01:31 2008/10/28 01:31
25/10/2008 SATURDAY

Saturday afternoon i went to Sunway Ptramid wif sister to buy some books for my tuition student.
My purpose is go to Popular and must reach home before 4pm coz the tuition start 4.45p.m.
Din expect tat sis come home, tot she will stay in wangsa.
B4 i depart i asked her wana go wif me onot, she staright away go change cloth XD
She wana buy shoes woh, need a high heel kononnya.
Yalah, i think she need it, unlike me, two years only will buy one high heel.
Wearing high heel very troublesm one loh~somemore i am tall enough~ muahahahahaha
Reached there around 2p.m., sis keep saying tat i shud attract some guys tat can drive then we do not need to take bus d.
sweat betul~ seh shud b the one wo provide me this kind of kebaikan, she memang know tat i dun hv attraction to guys.(sound so sad =.=!!!)
Very fast i found the books i want n bought two more chinese story books XD
Sunway Pyramid got 20% discount to all chinese books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After discount become damn cheap wei~(for me lah)
After tat i damn regret i din buy more so sunday i bought another one n now i think i shud buy a few more XD
I spent RM75 in less than one hour juz to buy books.
I am using my own money but tak sakit hati langsung.
I rather spend money on books oso won spend money on clothes n shoes.
After tat went to Padini Concept Store.
Saw some high heels very nice n introduce one sis.
Sis like it n take another pattern for me to try.
At first i dun feel like wana buy but after i tried it, i love it.
Tat shoe is very comfortable somemore got 20%~
Is very hard for me to find this kind of shoe coz my toe a bit weird, most of the shoes will make my leg damn pain de.
When sis knew tat my leg can fit in to the shoe very well, she keep convincing me to buy it.
She said is time for me to be more girlish.....(wth~)
ok, at last, i bought it.
Didn't regret but a bit sad when Audrey said the shoe looks old.....


Feel like wana go Popular again.
I memang will buy books no matter got discount or not.
So why not i buy now since got 20% discount?
I should take this chance buy all the books i want tat enough for me to read for the next few months.


At night i went to SMK USJ 8 scout dinner.
Actually i not tat close wif the juniors, i juz wana gather wif frens,especially Chun How.
Last time he wasn't so handsome de~
He shift to Kedah two years ago n now studying in malacca.
the camp fire wasn't tat successful.
They choose to use newspaper instead of cloth.
when they start burning it, it juz like snowing but is black snow lah.

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Lazy to type so much, let u all see the pics lah~









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I love this pic. we look so happy, really happy.



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MTP 5 &6 2008
生活脚步/校园记事本 | 2008/10/27 13:36
2008/10/27 13:36 2008/10/27 13:36
24/10/2008 Friday

Friday night i went to MPT 5 & 6 (prom night) to help out as a security.
I think is quite fun for most of the people.
I was standing most of the time.
After 2 hours i started to feel the pain of my leg.
Michael was serious when he was doing his job, which i didn't expct.
After the event , we went to Sri Melur in USJ 18 for supper.
Everyone was tired so we juz quietly eat our food.
That night only someone told me that was Ren Yau last night in Seafield.
I was shock although i already knew that he is going to leave form 6.
I juz knew this guy one week but i appreciate it.
I loves form 6 a lot but i hate it when i just start to know someone n they gonna leave soon.
He is not the first one and not going to be the last one.

Anyway, Chee Yan n Aziz as the MC did a great job on that night.
I was a bit emo but i deny it when Ren Yau asked me.
Shu xian n Yy ling is hot, Adeline is damn good in dancing n i juz knew it tat day.
Thats all i want to say.
I tried my best to use proper english in this post n i think i failed.......wth~


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星期五晚上是中五和中六的毕业生晚会,每一年都是 Lower six 负责筹办。
我拿了个财政的位子,当天则是负责保安的工作。
其实保安的工作很无聊的,因为我是女生,所以太粗重的工作还是男生来做。
去了这个毕业晚会就让我觉得很汗颜。
虽然筹委有制服,可是不是全部人都有买,负责接待和 PROM QUEEN 的筹委都穿得很漂亮。
有些平时看起来跟我一样书呆,可是成绩比我好,又比我勤劳的女生在当晚都让我眼前一亮。
跟他们相比,我觉得自己超没用的。
不是说我比她们丑,而是她们都比我敢穿,高跟鞋穿起来也一点都不费力。
姐姐说我比人家书呆就算了,成绩还不够人家好,真的是丢脸。
人家成绩比我好,比我勤劳,竟然还比我会装扮。
唉~我输人整条街。。。。。
当晚也让我意识到,人不可貌相。
虽然上了中六过后我就常常有酱的感觉,可是还是不自觉的会看低人家,我的这些中六朋友则是不断给我惊喜。
看起来乖乖的,跳起舞来却很辣;看起来吊儿郎当的做起事来却超认真;平时看起来不帅的,认真工作时却很有魅力。
上个星期刚刚认识了新朋友- Ren Yau。
知道他明年就会去 NILAI 读 COLLEGE ,可是没想到晚会过后他就不会再回学校上课了。
我很错愕。
一直都很喜欢中六,可是很讨厌离别的感觉。
每一次当我刚认识一个人,还来不及成为好朋友,他就要离开了,这感觉很糟。
从 BEE SHAN,CHUN KEAT 到现在的 REN YAU,每一次都让我觉得很可惜。



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reputation & impression
生活脚步/琐碎小事 | 2008/10/19 21:17
2008/10/19 21:17 2008/10/19 21:17
saturday tat day went court 7 to play futsal~
same gang oso lah but this time got wai chun.
friday in scholl tat time he said wana tumpang me den he ask me to wait at my guard hse, i quite shock.
i tot he will ask me walk to his hse.....=.=!!
he never treat me so good before.....wahahahaha
so yesterday morning, i waited at my guard hse by 7.15 like tat......
after 5 minutes, jee keng called me, asked me wehre am i, i heard wai chun's voice trough the phone, blaming me,said i came out so slow.....
wth~
then he went to fetch edric only came to fetch me....
walao eh~ i waited him for so long.....

in the car, he was like very sorry n said he tot he asked me to wait at his guard hse =.=!
he said:"i waited u for 10 minutes then i was thinking, lei wei not tat kind of person will ffk woh~ where is she ah~ she won be so slow de leh~ she is not this kind of person...."

see, i left such a good impression to people~(muz show off a bit XD)
i know my reputation not tat good but i am really a nice n good person, really!!!!
you must trust me!!! especially wai chun.  wahahahahhahah =P


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6 Harmoni
生活脚步/校园记事本 | 2008/10/19 20:02
2008/10/19 20:02 2008/10/19 20:02
很久没有写我的校园生活了,今天就大致报告一下上个礼拜我做了什么。
上个星期是 PMR 考试的日子,中六还是要上课。。。
话是这么说,可是班上超过一半的人都逃课了。
我很乖,每天都去学校,结果得出一个结论,他们的决定是对的。鸡蛋糕~
有2天是完全没有上课的,有3天是上了不超过4节。。。。
在学校我除了上课、讲话,就是被抓去 DUTY,做学长也是很麻烦的~
最多人去学校的那天应该不超过16个人吧!
全班做的事情大概就是传简讯、做功课、听歌、在校园散步。。。。
可能还各自分享了一下自己的感情世界,就这样,超无聊的!
我们趁这机会为明年的 senior page 拍了一些照片,我贴上来跟你们分享一下咯~




星期五那天最亏,完全没有上课,可是蛮好玩的咯~
下课过后3节我们只是在聊天,隔壁班的 BEE YEN 也加入我们的38团里。
我、 SU MEI、 KIT YEN、 BEE YEN、MICHELLE 讲足整个小时耶~
讲到后来就疯了,尤其是我 XD
放学前我忍不住想睡觉,BEE YEN 和 MICHELLE 都很佩服,因为我们待在化学室里,超不舒服的,而我竟然睡得着。
我在哪里都睡得着的,至少我在学校是这样,从中一到中五出了名喜欢在班上没有老师的时候倒头大睡。
她们两个都说没有想到我为人这么癫的,我也是混熟了才会玩疯的~
每次一熟悉了环境就会不知不觉露出自己的真本性,吓坏新朋友~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


另外附上一张照片,照片里的男生是学校的 upper six,我在上个月注意到的,真人颇帅~
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